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Literature
Cosmic Love
There are days where
I just feel raw
Exposed and open
When a sob is locked inside
And tears get stuck on my eyelashes
Cause I can't seem to just cry
Where I hold my stomach
As if I'm cradling my inner child
That weak, innocent part of me
Who will always fear getting hurt
The time is now,
And it is exciting
And terrifying
And anything in between
Because,
I never can quite seem to be
Just one thing
Some days I believe it's because
I'm diverse, experienced, open minded
Other days, to balance things out,
I believe I just don't know
A single thing about myself.
I ache for you
For the pain and suffering you go through
I ache for you
To be near, warm, and comforting
I would take it all away
I fear this unknown power
Of setting things right
Of deserving what's right
And the unknown of simple
Pure, happiness.
I am
Happy strong hopeful
Sad weak hopelessly
Longing
Bursting at the seams
For everything, to be ok.
I am understanding and sympathetic
I am headstrong and stubborn
And I am patient enoug
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Peace and Tranquility by XxTwilights-AngelxX Peace and Tranquility :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 4 2 And Who Are You? by XxTwilights-AngelxX And Who Are You? :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 1 0 A Search for a New Discovery by XxTwilights-AngelxX A Search for a New Discovery :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 0 0 Shopping in Taikang Lu by XxTwilights-AngelxX Shopping in Taikang Lu :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 0 0 Doorways and Gardens by XxTwilights-AngelxX Doorways and Gardens :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 0 0 Doorways in Daily Life by XxTwilights-AngelxX Doorways in Daily Life :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 0 0 The Humble Garden by XxTwilights-AngelxX The Humble Garden :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 1 2 Waves and Walls by XxTwilights-AngelxX Waves and Walls :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 0 0 New Years Luck by XxTwilights-AngelxX New Years Luck :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 1 0 Pathways and Waterways by XxTwilights-AngelxX Pathways and Waterways :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 0 0 All Your Boats in a Row by XxTwilights-AngelxX All Your Boats in a Row :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 1 2 Over Bridges by XxTwilights-AngelxX Over Bridges :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 0 0 A Stroll Through Taikang Lu by XxTwilights-AngelxX A Stroll Through Taikang Lu :iconxxtwilights-angelxx:XxTwilights-AngelxX 4 2
Literature
Thistle and Weeds
I shut my eyes and embrace the swing
I've missed this state of intoxication
Perhaps I could like it a bit too much
Or maybe it's just my Irish roots
That show in my hair, burnt orange, in the summer sun
And hints of red in the winter winds
I'm starting to believe that in a past life
I was a conspiring, manipulating
Calculating, unforgiving, cold-hearted bitch
How else could I have come to be
Someone who cares too much about everything
Who loves blindly with their whole heart
And can never seem to make a decision
Because there are too many trains of thought
Because she is hopelessly confused by her emotions
I cannot recall the last time
I knew exactly what to do
Perhaps I'm overreacting (as I often do)
Yet I feel as if there's no solid ground to stand on
Which doesn't suit a person like me
I just want to drink or sleep
Forget everything and be a coward
I know this cannot last
But I don't know how long I shall remain in my tower
I am too afraid of hurting everyone else
And I fear my hear
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Literature
Timshel
I sleep to dream
To Daydream
To escape
I feel anxious
Sad
longing
I too often wish to escape reality
Knowing that I'm slipping into fiction
But I am too damaged, confused, scared
To care
I believe I've always been this way
Even my degrees reflect it, in a way,
History tells the facts/truths (well, for the most part)
English tells tales/fictions/dreams
I couldn't pick between the two.
Choice, free will
Leaves me in despair
Oh Nietzsche!
I feel the absurd multiple times a day.
Frost,
I stand at a forked road
And I do not know the better path to take
The past leaves me no more enlightened
I have failed myself. Again and again.
The water in my ear will not leave
I am muffled, confused, and unbalanced.
I admit to being weak and lost
I desire comfort and confirmation
I desire to fall into dreams
In a Saturday in bed.
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Favourites

If The Oceans Were Ink by scarlet-dragonchild If The Oceans Were Ink :iconscarlet-dragonchild:scarlet-dragonchild 259 16 Anh da tung yeu em Nghi lai thay dau long Book by tuyetdinhsinhvat Anh da tung yeu em Nghi lai thay dau long Book :icontuyetdinhsinhvat:tuyetdinhsinhvat 331 9 Icarus and the Sun by Picolo-kun Icarus and the Sun :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 7,436 164 The White Rabbit Moon Bun and Pin by MoonYen The White Rabbit Moon Bun and Pin :iconmoonyen:MoonYen 30 3 Herbalist witch by Movezerb Herbalist witch :iconmovezerb:Movezerb 8 0 The Journey by Mary Oliver - [A Scribble] by The-Longfall-of-1979 The Journey by Mary Oliver - [A Scribble] :iconthe-longfall-of-1979:The-Longfall-of-1979 70 3 From Under the Shadow  - [A Scribble] by The-Longfall-of-1979 From Under the Shadow - [A Scribble] :iconthe-longfall-of-1979:The-Longfall-of-1979 245 6 Ravens problem by Picolo-kun Ravens problem :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 9,974 208 Beauty and the Beast by Picolo-kun Beauty and the Beast :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 9,584 185 The Dreams We Held and Let Go by scarlet-dragonchild The Dreams We Held and Let Go :iconscarlet-dragonchild:scarlet-dragonchild 359 55 Of Houses and Homes by scarlet-dragonchild Of Houses and Homes :iconscarlet-dragonchild:scarlet-dragonchild 194 15 Aqua(e)scapes : Different Waters by scarlet-dragonchild Aqua(e)scapes : Different Waters :iconscarlet-dragonchild:scarlet-dragonchild 211 21 Aqua(e)scapes : Where the Waters Meet by scarlet-dragonchild Aqua(e)scapes : Where the Waters Meet :iconscarlet-dragonchild:scarlet-dragonchild 148 10 wander. by sugarmints wander. :iconsugarmints:sugarmints 852 39 Tea Time by AquaSixio Tea Time :iconaquasixio:AquaSixio 4,188 93 Tricksters by Radittz Tricksters :iconradittz:Radittz 991 43

Wishlist

Some Sugar For Your Tea? by Qinni Some Sugar For Your Tea? :iconqinni:Qinni 8,903 567 Let Me Out by Qinni Let Me Out :iconqinni:Qinni 16,312 646 The Crows Whispering by Qinni The Crows Whispering :iconqinni:Qinni 5,773 117 Within the Forest by Qinni Within the Forest :iconqinni:Qinni 12,324 235 Music is My Life by Qinni Music is My Life :iconqinni:Qinni 25,492 1,079 Murder on the Rooftops by PhillyBoyWonder Murder on the Rooftops :iconphillyboywonder:PhillyBoyWonder 4,577 243 hades and persephone 1 by sandara hades and persephone 1 :iconsandara:sandara 58,041 2,603 In the orchard of heart trees, 2013 calendar by nicolas-gouny-art In the orchard of heart trees, 2013 calendar :iconnicolas-gouny-art:nicolas-gouny-art 137 44

Friends

Watchers

Lord.
Two years since a journal 
Six or so since a submission 

I get nostalgic from time to time
But this place just isn't the same  
Many friends aren't here anymore 

And that's ok.

I don't really write anymore
A stanza here or there
I'll rely on the word or song of others
To help express how I feel at the time

And that's ok.

This world was really a lifetime ago
Another place, another time 
A completely different me 

And that's perfect.

I'm glad to say I've changed
That I've grown 
With a bit of embarrassment of past things
But there's no need to dwell on that 

Because there will be no going back. 
Yea, I'm doing just fine. 

Atlas
Coheed and Cambria 
We carried on unnoticed, thinking that
All dream were ours for the taking
And out of that we found ourselves back
At the start of it all
So scarred and incomplete

Only now I've come to this moment in my life
Fitting pieces to a puzzle with no regrets
But if I had just one chance left
I'd hold on to it close
With what little confidence I have
And make no mistakes
As your life's surely about to change for the better half
Now on your mark, get set, clock starts to count
'Cause boy, everything's about to go down

So sleep tight, little Atlas
'Cause when your daddy goes off just you know
That you're the weight of his anchor,
The love that is guiding him home,
The love that's guiding him home (ooh, ooh, ooh)

Oh, I've had my share of leaving this retreat,
But never did it once feel anything like you, you see
And if there's one good thing that comes from my away
It's that you won't be anything like me
And so better for it you will be

So sleep tight, little Atlas
'Cause when your daddy goes off just you know
That you're the weight of his anchor,
The love that is guiding him home,
The love that's guiding him home,
The love that's guiding him home, {ooh's begin}
The love that's guiding him home,
The love that's guiding him home

So sleep tight, little Atlas
'Cause when your daddy goes off just you know
That you're the weight of his anchor,
The love that is guiding him home

So sleep tight, little Atlas
'Cause when your daddy goes off, 'cause when your daddy goes off
You're the weight of his anchor,
The love that is guiding him home

There's no running away from what's been here
Will you sink with the ship or will you burn it down?
Now give us the man that you've been hiding
'Cause this is your, this is your life now
This is your life now

There's no running away from what's been here (There's no running away)
Will you sink with the ship or will you burn it down? (Will you burn it down?)
Now give us the man that you've been hiding
'Cause this is your, this is your life now (This is your life)
This is your life now (Now)

This is your life now
This is your...
This is, this, this is, this is your life now
  • Listening to: Coheed and Cambria
  • Reading: Various DC Comics
  • Watching: Young Justice
  • Playing: Ni No Kuni: Wrath of the White Witch
  • Drinking: Coffee

Journal History

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Stardust
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What do stars do? They shine.
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xx-takashi-xx Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014
Happy Birthday Princess Britney =D
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XxTwilights-AngelxX Featured By Owner May 1, 2014
Thank you so much :glomp:
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xx-takashi-xx Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2014
Britney!!!! where where did you go? lol i come back and you go away O.o LOL
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XxTwilights-AngelxX Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2014
Ahhhhh! I'm still here, sorta, I'm not very active. Where have you been!?
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Ieatmoon Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2012
Thanks.
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KyeWriting Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You're tagged!, sweete! :D
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estallidos Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2012   Writer
thank you for the favorite!
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XxTwilights-AngelxX Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2012
Oh of course! I honestly adore your writing. I'm always glad when I see something new in my message box. :aww:
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nicolas-gouny-art Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
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Thank you for the -------:star: in a twilight sky (full of :alientwo:, flying :b0x0rz: & :rudolph: indeed)

I appreciate :hug:

A lazy dance today :strip: :strip:

:giggle:
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bephanie16 Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thankyou for the llama!!!!
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